Saturday, January 1, 2011

Stuck in the Middle

So today is the week mark till i leave. Wohohooh i am so ready for this however i cant help to feel like my family is struggling more than ever right now. The one thing i keep asking myself is Why?
Why does it have to be this way?
Why is "love" so blinding?
Why does it seem like everything i say no one listens?
Why does she not take into heart what we say?
Why does she not realize how important family is?
Why does she not see what she is doing to our family?
Why can she not maker her own decisions?
Why does things have to be about him?

Theses questions are what i am stuck in the middle of. I really need this question to be answered and solved before i leave. I hope and pray everything works out.


Everything happens for a reason,
XOXO B


1 comment:

  1. I know this is way easier said than done, but sometimes you have to throw your two cents into the world and let the chips fall where they may. It SUCKS to have family issues, I am very aware, but to put the task of being the glue that holds your family together isn't fair to you. Do what you can, and let God do what you can't. Because, ultimately, this deployment will test the couple's relationship and I don't think it will turn out too good...people have to learn from their own mistakes. And being in lust, they won't listen. When she's out of that black hole with him hopefully she'll see the light.

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